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He who learns must suffer, and, even in our sleep, pain that we cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God. - Aeschylus
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Friday, July 20, 2018

Fair Questions: Why have I added even more skull beads on my rosaries?

As I've mentioned before, I have reasons for adding skull beads to my rosaries.  I've prayed the Rosary in many of those ways, and found them all beneficial.

Since the last time I wrote, I have added more prayers to my Rosary repertoire.  Listed below are a few more of the ways I pray the Rosary.

Read on to find out why I have continued to add skull beads to my rosaries.

"Une Mort Sainte" Rosary

In English, this is what I call "A Holy Death" rosary.  It's based on the quite ancient Dominican way of praying the Rosary.  The only difference is an added prayer between each of the decades and at the end of the final decade.


"Seigneur, que le Pirate des Ames ne dérobe pas ceux qui T'aiment, que leurs actes d'amour soient grands ou petits, et accorde-leur une mort sainte."

English translation: "Lord, let not the Pirate of Souls steal away those who love You, whether their acts of love be great or small, and grant them a holy death."

This prayer is inspired by the two French saints (Joan of Arc and Thérèse of Lisieux) whose medals are attached to it, and also by the skull and crossbones on the crucifix.  It also draws upon Sacred Scripture and Christian mystical theology.

I prefer to use this rosary to pray for my friends and family who have died.

The Domini Canes Rosary

The Domini Canes Rosary is inspired by the Dominican-style rosary with a large Dominican cross (see the coat of arms of the order).  I pray with this rosary in the Dominican way of praying the Rosary, though I pray an additional prayer when I come to each skull bead (there are 6 of them).


"Por favor, Señor, ayudame siempre a buscar para Tus corderos perdidos como un amable Sabueso del Señor, guiando ellos con paciencia ilimitada y un amor del autosacrificio, al pasto de Tu hogar paradisíaco del mismo modo como Tu santo siervo Domingo de Guzman lo hizo en la vida y en la muerte."

English Translation: Lord, please help me to ever search out your lost sheep as a gentle Hound of the Lord, leading them with boundless patience and self-sacrificial love to the pasture of Your heavenly household, just as your holy servant St. Domingo de Guzman did in life and in death.

Those familiar with St. Dominic (as he is referred to in English) may know that the order he founded, the Dominicans, had a pun made on its name.  The Latin words Domini Canes can be translated as Hounds of the Lord.

The Gunmetal Dust Rosary

The Gunmetal Dust Rosary was inspired by the Rule of St. Benedict's instruction to "Keep death daily before one's eyes." and my reading of St. John Climacus' The Ladder of Divine Ascent, which devotes an entire chapter to the remembrance of death.  I pray this Rosary according to the Dominican form, though I add an additional prayer when I arrive at each skull bead between the decades.


"Lord, please help me to remember that it was from dust that I was formed, and that it is unto dust that I shall return."

The crucifix is in a Benedictine style, with a medal of St. Benedict embedded in the structure of the cross.  Around the image of St. Benedict is printed the Latin phrase: Eius in obitu nostro praesentia muniamur!  It is a prayer asking for his presence at the hour of our death, because, like St. Joseph, he is regarded as a Patron Saint of a Happy Death.


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I mentioned previously that Ancient Christianity has placed a great emphasis on the importance of a holy death.  At the time that Christ died, it was much easier to follow the Rule of St. Benedict by keeping death daily before one's eyes.

Most of the population was much more familiar with death than we are today.  The wealthy elites watched people die in real time in the arenas such as the Coliseum, the poor farmers went through many a cycle of life and death with their animals, sailors lost friends to the sea, and lifelong soldiers were so intimate with death that they might as well have counted it among their close friends.

Add to this that the infant mortality rate was high, and making it to adulthood without dying from something or another meant that you were doing pretty well.  The upshot of the sheer frequency of exposure to death is that, whether via an unhealthy desensitization to violence or a mature acceptance of the reality of suffering, people were generally more accepting of death.

Death was so ubiquitous that it could not be avoided except by unusually insulated individuals.  Now there are parts of world in which much of the populace has no close encounter with death.  They never see the animals whose flesh they eat with blood spurting out of their necks upon being slaughtered.  Infant morality rates are very low, and crime rates are low as well.

Dangerous frontier areas are now uncommon in many countries.  Wars are less often a case of soldiers killing one another on the field and more a case of soldiers killing from a distance with new technologies.  In some parts of the world where Death was an ever-present varmint 150 years ago, it's now an endangered species.

Even in areas in which it is still common, in many of them it is at least less common than it was before.  So for those of us living free of the majority of experiences of death that our ancestors would have faced, it is more difficult to remember our own deaths on a regular basis.  And it is easier to deny the importance of keeping our mortality ever in mind.

The resurgence in memento mori artifacts is at least partially a consequence of more people being aware of how distant we have become from the reality of death and its severity.  And at an individual level, we ought to find ways to bring that awareness of our own mortality and frailty into our lives through daily habits.

A rosary with skull beads is one nice way to do that.  Or in my case, lots of rosaries with skull beads because I needs lots of reminders.





Note:  The large rosaries with silver-finished skull beads are from Rugged Rosaries.  I highly recommend them for custom rosary designs that are both beautiful and extremely durable.

Sunday, July 15, 2018

The Heart of Our Lady

Editor's/Translator's Note:  I composed this poem in both Spanish and English at various points.  Sometimes I was inspired in Spanish and at other times in English.  I took some liberties with both the Spanish and English grammar for poetic reasons, to more effectively convey the image I wished to present to the reader.

"El Corazón de Nuestra Señora"

En la Concepción de Nuestro Señor
fue el corazón de Nuestra Señora
que se llenó de alegría mientras
su útero se llenó del Hijo de Dios.

En la Epifanía de Nuestro Señor
fue el corazón de Nuestra Señora
que se ponderaron todos estos eventos
y descubrieron que son tesoros.

En la ciudad de Nuestro Señor
fue el corazón de Nuestra Señora
que resultó herido por
la permitiendo su Hijo salir.

A la muerte de Nuestro Señor
fue el corazón de Nuestra Señora
se rompió cuando el Cuerpo del Hijo
fue molido por nuestros pecados.

En la tumba vacía de Nuestro Señor
fue el corazón de Nuestra Señora
que se llenó de alegría cuando
supo que su hijo había resucitado.



"The Heart of Our Lady"

At the Conception of Our Lord
it was the heart of Our Lady
that filled with joy while
her womb filled with the Son.

At the Epiphany of Our Lord
it was in the heart of Our Lady
that all these events were pondered
and discovered to be treasures.

In the citadel of Our Lord
it was the heart of Our Lady
that was wounded by
allowing her Son to leave.

At the death of Our Lord,
it was the heart of Our Lady
that broke when the Lord's
body was crushed for our sins.

At the empty tomb of Our Lord
it was the heart of Our Lady
that filled with quiet joy when
she knew her son was risen.





The above is a picture I took of an icon I had custom-made.  Teshin Iconographics did great work.  I translated the original Portuguese inscription "Nossa Senhora da Luz" into English, along with the Bible passage on the scroll.  This particular icon is of Our Lady of Light of Mozambique.  She is holding the Christ-child, in whose hands there is a scroll with the verse from Matthew: "Let the children come unto me."

Sunday, July 8, 2018

The Humble Gate of Sion

Lend me your hand, dear Lady
and we shall walk together to
the dwelling place of the Lord
whose seat is found upon Sion.

Let me not be drawn far away
from the City of God, and rue
the day when I sought to ford
the stream of the aged Jordan.

Lo!  The gates of those cities
of transient pleasure and easy
comforts are open wide, wide
like the roads that lead inside.

Over hills and through fields
of flourishing vines, fig trees
and cedars we walk together
towards the Son, my brother.

Old men and women showed
me the way; their gentle eyes
and their weary backs bowed
by heavy burdens tell of love.

Oh!  What love is this broken
body showing, what signifies
this Word whose final spoken
words recall our Father above?

Verily, He says unto us of that
gate which opens into Heaven
from Earth, the way is narrow
and we must leave any burden.

Vengeance is far too heavy; the
selfish rage seeking no pardon
is such a poison; it is an arrow
of the Enemy, an evil weapon.

Vanquish thy desire for wealth
and comfort, seek not strength
nor power, set aside thy sword
and anger, wait upon thy Lord.

Even the words revealed to us
by the Prophets, such glorious
words fulfilled by a carpenter,
point us to Logos and Creator.

Eagerly I seek Christ the Way,
the Truth who as Word is true
and Life to whom I'm moored
like a boat on the aged Jordan.

Ever hold my hand, dear Lady
as I let go of every earthly joy
emptying myself like my Lord
to pass the humble gate of Sion.




The above picture is one I took of an icon of Our Lord entering Jerusalem on a donkey that was painted on papyrus and purchased in Egypt.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Praying with Icons: Diadochos of Photiki

Pray for us, St. Diadochos, that we might be
given the gift of the discernment of spiritual
influences, so that we may know the Godly
promptings from the promptings of the evil
spirits, and follow those of the Holy Spirit.

Pray for us, ancient holy bishop of Photiki,
that we would be given the strength to hold
fast to the catholic and apostolic faith, free
of the heresies which tempt us to either add
to or subtract from the deposit of the faith.

Lord, we ask you, the dear Father whom we
truly worship unto ages of ages, that the truth
which you revealed to us in Your only Son be
preserved in our hearts, that our final breath
would speak of the Word, of Love Himself.




The above is a picture I took of an icon of Saint Diadochos of Photiki ordered from Teshin Iconographics.

Sunday, April 8, 2018

Praying with Icons: The New Martyrs of Libya

The waves of the ancient sea move steadily
to and fro upon the ancient shore readily
soaking up the blood spilled on the grains
of sand which have seen many bloody reigns.

The lips of the martyrs refuse to deny Him,
the Son of God who died crucified for them
and rose again that they might have a life
beyond the cold stroke of the deadly knife.

The crowns of those who died for the Son
rain down around the glassy sea, all won
by those who remained faithful to Love's
command, so wise to be gentle as doves.

Those who die with Him arise with Him
into the heavenly life prepared for them
by the gentle Father with whom the Son
and the Holy Spirit are dwelling as One.




The above is a picture I took of an icon of the New Martyrs of Libya which I ordered from legacyicons.com.

Below is a list of the names of those martyrs whom you can ask for intercession.


Friday, March 30, 2018

The Arms of Our Lady

Editor's/Translator's Note:  I composed this poem in both Spanish and English at various points.  Sometimes I was inspired in Spanish and at other times in English.  I took some liberties with both the Spanish and English grammar for poetic reasons, to more effectively convey the image I wished to present to the reader.  I actually think a lot of poetic devices are easier to use in Spanish, and I really like the Spanish version of this poem.

"The Arms of Our Lady"

At the Nativity of Our Lord
it was the arms of Our Lady
that cradled Him in the moments
of his first breaths.

At the Epiphany of Our Lord
it was the arms of Our Lady
that held Him up in the air
for the Magi to adore Him.

In the temple of Our Lord
it was the arms of Our Lady
that carried him to the priests
after forty days.

In the household of Our Lord
it was the arms of Our Lady
that carried the daily bread
for his morning's broken fast.

At the death of Our Lord
it was the wood of the Cross
that held Him up in the air
for all to mourn Him.

At the death of Our Lord
it was the veil of the Temple
that was torn into two pieces
for all to know Him.

At the death of Our Lord
it was the flesh and blood
that was broken and poured
for all who sinned against Him.

At the death of Our Lord
it was the arms of Our Lady
that cradled Him in the moments
after His last breath.


"Los Brazos de Nuestra Señora"

En la Navidad de Nuestro Señor
fue los brazos de Nuestra Señora
que lo acunó en los momentos
de sus primeras respiraciones.

En la Epifanía de Nuestro Señor
fue los brazos de Nuestra Señora
que lo levantó en el aire
para los Reyes Magos adorar a Él.

En el templo de Nuestro Señor
fue los brazos de Nuestra Señora
que lo llevó a los sacerdotes
después de cuarenta días.

En el hogar de Nuestro Señor
fue los brazos de Nuestra Señora
que llevó el pan de cada día
para Su ayuno roto de la mañana.

A la muerte de Nuestro Señor
era la madera de la Cruz
que lo levantó en el aire
para toda la gente llorar a Él.

A la muerte de Nuestro Señor
era el velo del Templo
que se rasgó en dos pedazos
para toda la gente conocer a Él.

A la muerte de Nuestro Señor
fue la carne y la sangre
que se rompió y se derramó
para todas las que pecaron contra Él.

A la muerte de Nuestro Señor
fue los brazos de Nuestra Señora
que lo acunó en los momentos
después de Su última respiración.




By Unknown Georgian artist - Goldschmiedekunst und Toreutik in den Museen Georgiens Aurora Leningrad 1986Source of the first version: Guram Abramishvili (1977), Treasury of the Georgian Museum of Arts. Tbilisi: Khelovneba, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=4180332

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Praying with Icons: Sophia the Martyr

Pray for us, Saint Sophia, that we might be granted
the holy courage which before the emperor showed
forth from the example of thy daughters who bore
faithfully the bloody burden of a martyr's death for
the sake of Christ our God who loved us unto death.

Pray for us, Holy Martyr, that just as you suffered
from a broken heart after burying those you loved
in this life, we might allow our hearts to be broken
and humbled so that we will receive God's spoken
words and be drawn into the eternal life of Love.

O Lord, we ask you, the Father of Life whom we
freely worship unto ages of ages, that our death,
like Saint Sophia's, will be a witness of fidelity
to Your holy Son, the Lamb of God, each breath
sending forth prayers to You who are our Hope.




Note: The above is a picture I took of an icon of Sophia the Martyr and her 3 daughters who were also martyred for their faith.  You can get this icon from the Holy Transfiguration Monastery via their website bostonmonks.com.

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Praying with Icons: Saint Mary of Egypt

Pray for us, St. Mary of Egypt, that we would,
after leaping into the abyss of our sinfulness,
be granted by God the source of all that's good
an opportunity to find a worthy life of holiness
which is truly humble and pleasing to the Lord.

Pray for us, holy ascetic, that we might be free
of sinful passions as we follow your holy path,
fasting and praying to conquer those greedy
lusts of the flesh which will bring down wrath
from Heaven unless God's mercy be upon us.

Pray for us, model of repentance, that we who
also have need of the Cross of Christ will find
our way to make the long pilgrimage through
this life and be protected by Our Lord's kind
and loving Hand from the attacks of demons.

Lord, we ask you, the Father of life whom we
truly worship unto ages of ages, that our death
will be the holy end to our lives by which we
emulate blessed Mary of Egypt, every breath
sending forth prayers to You who are our Hope.




Note:  The above picture is one I took of an icon purchased from the Holy Transfiguration Monastery at bostonmonks.com.

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Praying with Icons: Saint Nicholas of Myra

Pray for us, St. Nicholas, that we might
be generous with the poor, gentle with
the children and bring God's holy light
to the people of God as they seek with
holy zeal to know the Lord more fully.

Pray for us, Wonder-worker, that God's
grace protect us from the fire of heresy,
from the famine of departing the Lord's
presence by grave sins, and from softly
drowning in self-centered pridefulness.

Pray for us, Defender of the Faith, that
we might emulate your study of Sacred
Scripture, your steadfast heart while at
prayer to the glorious Holy Trinity, and
your commitment to the truth of Christ.



Note:  The above is a picture I took of an icon of Saint Nicholas which I purchased for a friend from bostonmonks.com, the website of the Holy Transfiguration Monastery.

Sunday, April 30, 2017

Praying with Icons: St. Kevin of Glendalough

Pray for us, St. Kevin, that like you
we might settle in a lush green glen
where our spirits rest in a God who
provides us all we have been given
and asks only our little love in turn.

Pray for us, holy hermit and lover
of God, that we would be granted
a holy death like your own, honor
God by our lives, and seek to find
peace as we pray in quiet solitude.

Lord, may we too discover a land
between two lakes where sanctity
can be cultivated, virtue sheltered,
and a holy community in the unity
of Truth will be firmly established.



Note:  The above is a picture I took of an icon I purchased from bostonmonks.com as a gift.

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Praying with Icons: Christ Heals the Faithful Woman

Lord, how we long to touch You
and be healed of our dire illness
of missing the mark of Your true
and divinely mysterious justice.

Lord have mercy on us, we who
sought the healing offered to us
by the powers of the world, who
found that only Christ saves us.

Lord, we pray that we be given
true faith in You by Your grace
which rains down from Heaven
upon us who seek Your embrace.

Grant this, O Lord, that we may
be healed by drawing near Your
Holy Body and Blood, and pray
boldly for mercy at death's door.




Note:  The above is a picture I took of an icon of the Gospel story of Jesus healing a woman suffering from a condition that caused her much bleeding.  This icon was purchased from bostonmonks.com as a gift.

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Praying with Icons: Michael the Archangel

Pray for us, St. Michael, that we might
ask with pure astonishment a question,
of which your name is indeed the right
and most glorious heavenly expression,
"Who is like God?" No one is like God.

O captain of the hosts of Heaven above
who is called upon to battle evil forces,
defend us on behalf of the Son of Love
against the force of the demonic curses
oft spoken against the children of God.

Mighty Archangel, prophesied to fight
for the impassible, immutable, eternal,
divinely simple, wholly transcendent
and yet truly immanent, all-powerful
God on the Last Day, slay the Dragon!



Note: The above is an icon of Michael the Archangel which I purchased from bostonmonks.com as a gift for a dear friend.

Monday, April 10, 2017

Praying with Icons: Saint Monica

Saint Monica, pray for us, that we might endure
these trials of loving others in spite of their most
grievous faults. Which cause them to reject Your
grace and hurt those who care for them the most
next to You, God, Lord of all who seek the truth.

Holy Mother of Augustine, pray for us, that our
tears and our pleadings before God would be an
offering of our little sufferings for the holy hour
of the conversion of those we love, our lives an
ever faithful sign of the fullness of God's grace.




Note: The above is a picture I took of an icon of St. Monica, mother of Augustine of Hippo, which I purchased as a gift from legacyicons.com.

Praying with Icons: The Wedding at Cana

Lord, at the behest of Your mother Mary,
the finest wine was brought forth within
alabaster jars of water; may Your mercy
bring forth divine love from deep within
our hearts of stone, filled by Your grace.

Lord, may this wine of divine love You
poured out for us on the Cross rain upon
us the graces of the heavenly home You
have prepared for we who love the Son
of our Father in Heaven more than life.

Lord, grant that like old wineskins, our
old lives of sin be unable to hold a new
wine of divine love, and that at the hour
of death we may be made new by You,
becoming wineskins full of divine love.



Note:  The above is a picture of an icon which I purchased from bostonmonks.com as a gift for recently married friends.

Sunday, April 9, 2017

Praying with Icons: The Last Judgment

Lord, let me remember Your words
about the Last Judgment, when the
sheep and the goats, bowing heads
before the King of Heaven, see the
Good Shepherd who tended them.

Lord, let my heart be open to gaze
upon all of Your least brothers and
sisters with tenderness in my eyes
just as You do, and offer my hand
to help them on Your narrow way.

Lord, let Your mercy be on all of
us who were made to be the sons
daughters of the great God above
in Heaven, He who takes the sins
of the world away, judging justly.




Note:  The above is an icon of the Last Judgment which I purchased from legacyicons.com as a gift.

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Praying with Icons: St. Edward the Martyr

Pray for us, St. Edward, that we may emulate you
in striving for holiness from a young age, pouring
out our lives for Christ and His Holy Church who
support the souls who are ever zealously seeking
to rebuild the Church militant for the King's sake.

Pray for us, holy Martyr, that we may be granted
a holy death, the best defense before the dreadful
judgment seat of Christ, following a life suffused
with the grace of Love Himself, a more powerful
weapon than those wielded by an assassin's hand.

Have mercy on us, O Lord of Lords, that we may
be granted the strength to die nobly for Your sake
so that we might be borne up to Heaven, adopted
as sons and daughters of God the Father, granted
then the final gift of the glorious Beatific Vision.




Note:  The above is a picture of an icon of St. Edward the Martyr which I purchased from bostonmonks.com as a gift for a friend.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Praying with Icons: Christ the King

Grant this, O Lord, that in your stately, humble
entrance to the city of Jerusalem we will see an
eternal procession of the Son from His eternal
Father whose heavenly household has mansion
after mansion prepared for those who love Him.

Grant this, O Lord, that we might gaze on Thy
crown of thorns and weep for You, anointed in
Your own precious blood, High Priest who by
the authority of God makes the sacrifice upon
the humble wooden altar for the sins of many.

Grant this, O Lord, that in venerating a Cross,
the honor I give to it shall pass to You who are
deserving of all my love, who taught that loss
of our lives for Your sake will save us, Savior
and fulfillment of both Law and the Prophets.

To thee, O Lord, we lift up our hearts, minds,
and strength, just as Your Son commanded us
that we love God and neighbor fully, loving
also our enemies, as He did, Christ the King.

IESVS·NAZARENVS·REX·IVDÆORVM



Note:  The above icon is one I purchased from easterngiftshop.com as a gift.

Saturday, March 4, 2017

Praying with Icons: St. Cecilia of Rome

Pray for us, St. Cecilia of Rome, that we may
be granted the strength to care for the poor of
our cities even as we die, and that we too may
be so dedicated to the Church that we leave
our earthly treasures for Her holy purposes.

Pray for us, virgin and Holy Martyr, that we,
who long to praise the Lord for all time, will
be given the grace to make of our lives a tiny
sacrifice of praise and a song of love for all
who love God to enjoy as it fills their hearts.

Lord, we ask that, just as Cecilia of Rome is
a model for those who seek to live boldly for
the Lord, we be blessed with all the abilities
necessary to live for You, willing to die for
the sake of the Love who sang us into being.



Note:  The above is a picture I took of an icon of Saint Cecilia of Rome which I purchased from orthodoxmonasteryicons.com, the online store for the Paracletos Greek Orthodox monastery.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Praying with Icons: St. Mary Magdalen

Pray for us, St. Mary of Magdala, that we might
follow Christ as you did after having been freed
of the demons which haunted you, finding light
as we venture out of the darkness of sin to read
the Word of God as He writes it in His son's life.

Pray for us, Apostle to the Apostles, that we of
little faith might be strengthened by His Grace
so that we might follow, Him, the Son of Love
who gave His life for us, unto the Holy Cross,
standing with Christ even to the hour of death.

Lord, we ask that like Mary of Magdala, we be
granted the grace of bearing witness to Christ's
glorious resurrection from the dead and that we
might be able to walk with her humbly Christ's
way of suffering which purifies our sinful souls.




Note: The above is a picture I took of an icon of St. Mary Magdalen which I purchased for a friend from bostonmonks.com, the online store for the Holy Transfiguration Monastery.

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Praying with Icons: St. Augustine of Hippo

Pray for us, St. Augustine, that we might not
fall into the sins of the flesh which so ensnare
the soul, crushing the eternally willing spirit
under the heavy anvil of weak flesh's desire;
may we conquer temporal pleasure in time.

Pray for us, holy Philosopher, that we might
seek the Truth as you did, and find it finally
after we have been freed from the old blight
of attachment to the passions, when joyfully
we proclaim Christ the Way, Truth, and Life.

Pray for us, Doctor of the Church in Africa
and defender of the Christian faith from the
manifest errors of Donatus and Mani, and a
firm voice against the perilous Arian heresy
until death, ever praying for their salvation.

Lord, we ask You who are the creator of all
good things to pour out Your infinite grace
on those You will shower with it, waterfall
of the life-giving stream which can cleanse
us of our sins so that our hearts rest in You.




Note:  The above is a picture of an icon I purchased from orthodoxmonasteryicons.com as a gift for a friend who has St. Augustine as a confirmation Saint.